I don't know, but tonight I feel like shit. Ntah la kenapa. First, I thought I was just carving for Dove but it wasn't it. So decided to drive alone, just to take mytime. A time alone. I guess I do miss my family more than I thought. Don't know what's the problem. Hope that I wake up tomorrow I'll be happy like every day. Tired maybe, I miss my bedroom at home, little Yan and everything cute in my room. Hell, I miss Kedah so much.